Sorry that I loved you.

And I’m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time

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Time flies, it's Cny eve tmr! I'm so excited for the reunion dinner at a resturant. Unlike the past years, this year would be slightly different! Because my aunt and her husband bday falls on 2 feb which is tmr! And she's treating us dinner at the Bosses Resturant!

Anyway I love the cold windy weather nowadays! Don't y'all love it too? :)

I'm heading to City Sq to get my Hanna done later! Excited!

Me and my life.

Urgh. I think I got used to staying at home. Srsly, haven't had any plans for working. Suggestions from people is to pick up a beauty course. Like, manicures / make up. Since I'm being labelled as the "most vain" in the family. Should have gone for the Beauty Therapy course when I was in ITE, now I've like wasted 2 years in a course (Building Drafting) which leaves me only a little interest in it and the reason I chose that course was because no other better course would take me in even I passed all my subjects during the N's. Sigh. Now, many of my ITE friends are already half way thru poly or pursuing smthg else. But I'm neither here nor there.

I really wna do smthg I like.. but I'm a fickle minded person, I can't stick to smthg for long because I'll get sick of it easily. I've always wanted to be a pre-school teacher, because I love kids. I really love them, but I was lack of patience which actually plays a big role in becoming a teacher. Then, I thought it was okay for me to actually take up a Counselling diploma -- which might relate to students in one way or another. But it wasn't easy for a girl who hasn't been studying for the past 3 years. The topic was dry, as in you can understand what the lecturer actually teaches but when it comes to exams..... My mind was blank. Moreover, I was working at that stupid retail shop which took up most of my time and leaving me with no time left to finish my assignments and all. So then, I decided to stop wasting my mom's money, And yea, here I'm neither working nor studying for now. Stuying is definitely not my thing. :) Everything in this world talks abt money, even learning how to be a professional make up artist. I wish I was a billionaire!! But if I am, I wouldn't be fretting over stuffs like this. HAHAHA.

A better year ahead! :)

In 2010 I've.... a new URL for my blog, my dad found out about the tattoo on my neck, enjoyed my ex-bf's 21st birthday party, travelled to Taiwan, experience a breakup, got over it and found the happy side of me again, learnt smoking, went Universal Studio for free, met new friends, quitted 3 jobs, picked up a Diploma but stopped halfway, had too much night life, had 2 new colours for my hair, orangey red & golden blonde, FELL IN LUV WITH TAEYANG, had a crush on someone but stop after he had a girlfriend, went Marina Bay Sands, turned 20 and had a big party, went Batam (again) and Genting too with my family.

But in 2010, I drifted quite a bit from my girls too. Maybe because I was single. Maybe because we're now all grown ups - we need our own lives. But seeing them happy, I was happy too. In 2010, We had alot of quarrels but we're still . It's like they were destined to be my soulmates for life, in a more cliché saying: "They can never be replaced." :) Luv you huns!!

In 2010, my best friend was jailed for a stupid act. I miss him still, till now. Everyone does. Recently, I had news of him from his cousin on twitter, "he grew skinnier. he was either reading or exercising inside" Dear GEKPAI, if you could read this. I wna tell you, all of us misses you. I miss your emo acts, I miss your cigarettes, I miss you.

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Goodbye 2010. Hello 2011! Hope you're awesomeeeeeeeee :)

Bye 2010.

I rly want this to end fast.

I just wish for a better year ahead!

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Recently has been great. Gotta start finding a job. I'm left with a week to enjoy. Coming friday I will be going to M'sia for countdown with the families, then over to Genting. :)

Anyhoos, my birthday, the previous Sat was a blast. Sorry for not being a good host. The problem was... A grp was from secondary school, a grp from Ite, a group from work and a group of friends friends.

We got crazy nearing the end of the party. We finished the whole bottle of vodka in 2 hours?? Sibei high and shiok.













Thanks for coming! Loves :)

Today is finally here!

IM OH SO EXCITED. I CANNOT WAIT YO!

Short.

Thank you Nat for inviting me to the stay at MBS! Check-in in the afternoon of 10 Dec after all the eating and shopping :) The sky park is so damn awesome! The rest of the pictures have already been uploaded in facebook!

Anyway today's then 14th. Which means 2 more days to see the best friend, 4 more day to my bday celebration and 5 more days to vacationsssssss. Excited much :D